stupid husband

I am getting a bit frustrated with the jerk hubby of mind. He hurt his ankle somehow again so he went to the hospital to have it looked at since it was bothering him so much. He came home almost stoned....the ER doc gave his some pretty powerful drugs. He is acting like a weirdo. A combination of a drunk and pervert though he is normally an extreme pervert is his usual repretoire. I am getting kinda tired of his mouth.....I wish he would go to bed but he just finished a Monster drink so he's not going to bed anytime soon.

literature paper delimmas

I am supposed to be doing some pre-writing for a paper in literature class well actually two papers for two seprate literature classes but in World Masterpieces I have let her know what my topic is on Tuesday. I have no isea what the heck to write about .....either wite something on The Odyssey or Antigone. Right now, I'm leaning more toward Odyssey than Antigone. I think I'm going to write later on with a few pre-writing ideas.

Playing catch up

I hate playing catch up.....it takes so much more energy to catch up than to keep up with the assignments and work that's not just with my classes but also with my work. I have such a huge amount of work sitting in my inbox. I feel like I'm never going to catch up. I've even had panic attacks from this. I have to bring my GPA up not down. I'm really scared it's going to drop even more which means I will be in a huge amount of trouble if I don't get it together soon. I have to pull at least two A's this semester and nothing below a B which maybe a difficult feat if I don't work my butt off. I't really starting to scare me.

depression & gallbladder

Here lately I've been a bit depressed, I sleep a lot and not really all that motivated to get things done. The doctor thinks it's the side effects from this gallbadder thing and after the surgery to remove it things will begin to normalize again but I have my doubts. Personally, I think I've been using this gallbadder thing as an excuse to lay around which is so not like me. I'm the active person who can barely make it through one movie without moving or getting up. I used to constantly be moving. If I could I would go back to sleep right now, which is sad since it's only 8 pm. I will be glad when all this is over with and I can make routines and schedules again, know that I will be able to keep them. I won't want to go eat something or lay down for a nap.

boredom

This weekend has been pretty good although I still haven't gotten everything done that I wanted to but thats okay. Today, I was able to sleep in which was nice. I worked-out though it kicked my butt. I began my day.....homework, and a multitude of housework. I was content with how much I had accomplished today.

I haven't really much to say .....nothing all that interesting has happened lately except Elvinet breaking the fax machine.